July 2011
37 posts
somedays i just feel like a pile of mass. everything seems exhausting. especially moving and thinking. i love to just lay around and do nothing sometimes. those are the days of rest. those are my sabbath days that i keep holy. this is because on these days, my mind is moving at snail speed, yet still thinking about things just as much. maybe not so much thinking. i think its that i have the main subjects in my head, but they just sit there and i do nothing with them. i don’t over analyze them and try to figure them out. i just let them float around in my mind without a stress. it feels nice. its a good break from the days that my mind isn’t on pause, which is usually 6 out of the 7 days in a week. otherwise i have work to think about and all the stresses that go with it, family and friends and boys and relationships. it is all so exhausting. i sometimes wonder if maybe for one day i could just literally put my anxieties on pause…would i feel more refreshed.
but off to bed after all i do have to work in the morning. and even though i have to get up early and handle 20 preschoolers…i look forward to it everyday. i love my little nonbiological children :)
Cross what you have done/true. →
Appearance
- I have/
had piercings besides the ears.- I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars.I tan easily.- I wish my hair was a different color.
- I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
- I
have/wanta tattoo.I can be self-conscious about my appearance.I have/had braces.I have more than two piercings.Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry sometimes.I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.- I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose- I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.
Health
I’ve gotten stitches.- I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
- I’ve had my tonsils removed.
- I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.Travel
I’ve been to Florida.I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.I’ve been on a plane.- I’ve been to California.
- I’ve been to Asia.
- I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
- I’ve been to Vanuatu or the Mystery Islands.
- I’ve been to the Caribbean.
- I
’ve been to Europe.
Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city.I’ve seen a shooting star.I’ve wished on a shooting star.- I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.- I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve slapped someone.- I’ve kissed someone underwater.
- I’ve chugged something.
- I’ve crashed a car.
- I’ve been skiing.
- I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.I’ve been on stage.I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.I’ve pranked someone.I’ve ridden in a taxi.
Honesty / Crime
- I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law.- I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.I’ve sneaked outI’ve lied about my whereabouts.I’ve cheated while playing a game.- I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death
I’m afraid of dying.I hate funerals because they are too sad.- I’ve seen someone/something die.
- Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
- I have attempted suicide.
- I’ve thought about suicide before.
- I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
- I own over 5 rap CD’s.
- I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
- I collected comic books.
I own makeup.I own something from Pac Sun.I own something from The Gap.- I own something I got on E-Bay.
- I own something from Abercrombie.
- I thrive on compliments.
- I thrive on hate.
Random
I can sing low key.- I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.I watch the news occasionallyor always.- I don’t like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower sometimes.- I’m a morning person.
- I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.I care about grammar.- I love to spam friends.
- I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
- I bake well.
My favorite color iseitherwhite,yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.- I would wear pajamas to school.
- I like Martha Stewart.
I laugh at my own jokes.- I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned something anything in and still got an A in a certain class.I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.I’m really ticklish.- I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.I’m good at remembering names.- I’m good at remembering dates.
- I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
People
- ..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
..called me fat.- ..
have said I’m skinny.- ..
have said I’m ugly...have said I’m pretty...have spread rumors about me.- ..force me to eat.
- ..say I eat too much.
- ..say I eat too little.
Eating
I’ve lost weight.I’ve gained weight.- I’m at my thinnest.
- I’m at my biggest.
- I
’ve lost weight and kept it off.I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.My weight affects my mood.- I sometimes diet.
- I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise.- I’ve fainted from exhaustion.
Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.I’ve planned to run away from home before.- I’ve run away from home.
- I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids in the future.- I’ve had kids.
- I’ve lost a child.
Relationships
- I’m engaged.
- I’m married.
- I’m a swinger.
- I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits.I miss someone right now.I have a fear of abandonment.- I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them backSomeone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.- I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
- I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
I’m a cuddler.I’ve been kissed in the rain.- I’ve hugged a stranger.
- I’ve kissed a stranger.
Bad times
- I regularly drink.
- I can’t swallow pills
- I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.I have/had anxiety problems.I shut others out when I’m upset.- I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset about something personal.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.- I’ve slept an entire day before.
- I’ve plotted revenge
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Strike out all you've done
Had Beer
Had a cruiser.
Been completely drunk.
Done drugs.
Write on a bathroom wall.
Read a George Orwell book.
Had sex.
Had a physical fight.
Used Twitter.
Listened to Lady Gaga.
Been in a car accident.
Gotten suspended.
Gotten expelled.
Got a computer virus.
Touched a real gun.
Been allergic to something.
Had a dog
Had a cat.
Been pregnant.
Camped out.
Swam in the ocean.
Wore a bikini.
Attempted to shuffle.
Been sent to the principal.
Ever liked someone.
Failed a class.
Failed a test.
Went to summer school.
Been dux of the year.
Got A’s and B’s.
Read an entire book.
Recorded my own music.
Had an xbox.
Worn heels more than 3 days in a row.
Wore fishnets.
Wore skinny jeans.
Been in love.
Hated someone.
Been cheated on.
Cheated on someone
Did something sexual with someone of the same sex.
Practiced Christianity.
Worn makeup.
Lied to my parents about where I was going.
Had surgery.
Had my license.
Been to college.
Graduated high school.
Attempted suicide
Painted my nails black.
Broken someone’s heart.
Had my heart broken.
Cried for an hour straight.
Lost something very valuable.
Got separated from my parents as a kid.
Broken a bone.
Gotten stung by a bee
Eaten something bad/expired.
Threw up from being so drunk.
Saw someone throw up from being so drunk.
Danced with someone of the opposite sex.
Owned an ipod.
Owned an iphone.
Fell for a best friend.
Stole a friend’s significant other.
Went far away from home for more than a week.
Moved out.
Ran away.
Teased my brother/sister
Been to a hospital.
Had food poisoning.
Had a job.
Been fired.
Lied to a friend.
Lied to a family member.
Had a Facebook.
Posted a video on Youtube.
Started a rumor about someone.
Talked bad about someone.
Dropped out of school.
Deliberately failed a test.
Been skinny dipping.
Counted to a million.
Counted to a thousand.
Ate rabbit meat.
Ate duck meat.
Had fast food.
Been to Church.
Been to synagogue.
Been married.
Had a divorce.
Broke a glass.
Hugged someone today.
Texted someone today.
Received a phone call today.
Threw something out of the window.
Ignored a text from someone on purpose.
Had my feelings hurt by a friend and never told them.
Wish you were somebody else.
